It is all I have to say to you, love: dear, love! Because you are dear to me, you fill my heart with the strongest and most unpredictable feeling ever, but you are so merciless at the same time. So, be careful with it, keep my heart still more often than rarely so I can let my mind slide in some wise thoughts. It is overwhelming, even for an almost 30 year old woman like me.
Reuniting with my former love after four months was more than I was ready for, but I am happy, so happy that I felt like I could take over the whole world. Still, this does not mean we learned everything from the worst mistake of separating from each other. Today, for instance, I learned to have more faith. Have you ever heard that saying about how you realize how little you know every time you learn something new? My high school teacher of Romanian language used to say that, I loved her, and now I love her even more. Yes I am ignorant. The faith I have always had was not in people, and certainly not enough faith in my love partner. But I have grown to get there, and I know now that he is the one I trust and rely on blindly. It is part of loving unconditionally. Nowadays , unconditional love is on its verge of disappearance, the mutual respect, trust, loving to laugh together, and having faith in each other. What happened to us? Or maybe it’s just me? Maybe I am the only one with trust issues.
Well, I am aware of my issues. Therefore, learning to have faith in people is a big deal for me and loved ones around me. You have to have faith in people if you consider yourself an optimist. You believe in God but you don’t have faith in people? Then, I am sorry to break it to you, but you are a hypocrite. God doesn’t love you only, He does not give chances only to one of His children. Guess what, He loves us all, every single one. I have to be honest, I am in awe as I am realizing to where my thoughts are taking me right now. J)))
Yes, I have faith in you, people. Even if you break my trust, even if you stab me in the back, even if you don’t like me, even if you don’t care. I will still have faith, I just will not be holding hands with you anymore. But I will be right there if you need me, when you realize you need my help and faith in you so bad, that you will know I am your real friend, because I have faith in you.
Everyone deserves to have someone’s faith in them. There is no other way to grow or evolve to a highest goal.
And yes, I have faith in you, my love! We may be in different places in our lives right now, physically, mentally, and spiritually, but we have found each other and know we just want to grow in love for each other. I have faith in you now more than ever, now that you are open about where you stand… and it is ok. I am right here. I will be here for you always. Because I have faith in you!
I can have faith, and this is what’s making me stronger! You should give it a try as well 😉